marionette talk

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

yes they do..
no explainations needed...

people sorry about just now... i was just feeling low and pissed in the afternoon.
i wonder wad will happen next year. will i make new friends? will i be kicked aside again?
look at some people like michele, she just need to wave her hand. oil barrel waved backed rite?
ask clara or yuting to wave at her. i dun tink she will wave back..
look at yin kit, he mixes around well...
well i am just a loner u see..
i will miss 2L.. maybe not though...
all the goods and the bads...
i hope i will be able to make some new friends that are not so plastic...
everyone has to be plastic. everyone.
haiz.. anyway bizworld is so tiring...
not that i did alot
in fact i did the least important jobs
haiz i am lousy wad.
cant compare myself to eunice, joel clara michele and yuting
yes i am stupid
i am lazy
i am uncapable and untalented.

thinking about all these makes me sad
so i should think
POSITIVE

i am clever
i am hardworking
i am capable and talented.

but all these are just lies.
lies to keep myself happy
to keep myself in that small little world of mine and rot to death
thinking that i am good and all
but these are wrong

wan gossip about me
let me know
dun keep me hanging
i would most probably get a headache and die at the road at tm

well i can say i am the torn battered ball
toss around by successful players on the field..

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