marionette talk

Sunday, February 05, 2006

K e k a n g [ oboist ] says:
to have no vision is worse than having no sight..
K e k a n g [ oboist ] says:
think ahead.. and reflect your present self..

i am suppose to think about it.

there is sometink wrong with blogger!
or maybe its me again...
3 posts created just disappeared.
one deleted twice post came back.
everytime i post.
the previous post will disappear
the deleted one will appear.
even blogger is slutting me

anyway i shall have to say it againi dun hate u guy.its just sometimes u piss me offwith wad u do and sayand the i-so-do-hate-u look
i dunno wads wrong with me larhbut its me.its me who is in the wrong.people are born selfishjust like me...u all do bitch behind people.so do i.u all act like u nv talked about him/her infront of themso do i.u all make ppl sad and happy.so do i...call me plastic slut bitch or wad.but i was borned me.and i am still me.i am sorry i was borned this way.where i get all the bad.like now i got this kuku hair.wad can i do..i enjoyed the happy times we had.i sure did.but i nv really thinkabout those happy stuff.more of the bad ones.depressing ones.and maybe thats wad gave me the bad impression.i seriously nv slutted u.i dun mean it if i accidentally did.my life is just plain unfair.not that bad, but not good either.and i dun tink u ever meant to slut me too but haiz.i sometimes think about dying.but i never tried.maybe i like my friendsmaybe i like my lifemaybe i am too cowardly.life is indeed unpredictable.very.i never expected this.it just came out.and now its over.i dun even noe if i am their friendgood friend, obviously no.if life was that simple.we would all be happy.i am sorry for every wrong thing i did.and i am proud for those right ones.i used to ask myself.have i made the wrong choice.i still cannot confirm the answerits always changing.one day they are so good.one day they are so bad.everything is just wrong with me.just me.i dunno wad shit am i doing.but its me.haiz.

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