marionette talk

Thursday, April 27, 2006

aww....
i was just thinking
of the days in priary school.
saw some photos.
lol so young so free
acne free that is.
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homework used to be a piece of brownie.
*u get my point...
its always so exciting to do homework then.
now so stressfull...
look at maths
want to faint...
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when i got 70 for a test
i would be sad..
that was in primary school larh.
now. 50 i happy.
its the pass that matters.
of course that only applies to CAs.
must do well for mid year and important stuffs.
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back then we didnt need to care about looks and stuff.
we knew no one cared too...
have u ever seen any primary school kid
stare so much in the mirror.
or looking into reflective surfaces
whenever they had a chance?
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we knew recess time was play time.
now recess is just eat, gossip, bitch.
or simply dieting.
or because we hate the food in the canteen.
or maybe just BROKE.
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we knew wadever secrets we told our friends
they would keep it a secret.
it would remain a secret.
even if it spread. only a few ppl will know.
but sec sch. just tell one person.
it will seem like everyone knows.
even the teacher might know who u are with now
and 5 days ago. 3years ago
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back then in primary shcool
we always made sure that we handed in homework on time.
in secondary schools. teachers begged and begged for homework.
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back then we could tell friends stuff.
and we will nv hear something like.
"wah liaoo eh... so stupid"
"do i look like i care"
"omg u are so dumb"
"like wadever"
"YUCCCKKK"
and so on...
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i see people in primary school photos
all happy happy. smiling.
not posing and fakin a smile..
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those days.
-long socks
-white shoes
-big bag
-shirt tucked in all the way
-bringing all the books everyday
-bringing a book for silent reading
(and really reading it)
and all...
i dun think this applies to primary school now.
now they shirt tuck out, crumpler bags, ankle socks
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haha
primary school and sec school
so different.
dunno why the teachers think
that how well we did there
is what we must get here..
not possible larh.

speaking of teachers.
we have been driving them nuts.
the time mr kamleah scolded us.
when wendy emo.
when ye bi jiao made speech.
waa she really look like wanna cry.
i dunno why but i pitied her.
and all those cases of teachers
crying,walking out of class,~~die~~
Oh ya.
ye bi jiao said
if wanna transfer class.
can just look for hod.
then everybody
was like eh set we all go ah niu class.
so liang yan class.
i think she was damn hurt larh.
well teachers are human too.
i guess its not right to treat them like that.
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and to those who have claimed to be
unbitchified...
are u sure??
we gone no probs.
look for new one loh.
hor?.
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whats this world coming to.
i am piss with certain people
certain stuff which i cant get right
certain this and that.
was piss with myself for taking the worng bus
was in tampines.
wanted to go home.(tampines oso)
took a bus which i thought was 28.
found myself at changi airport.
luckily i stopped there.
or i would have gone to punggol.
then took a bus back.
pass the place i started at.
and finally reaching home.
and of course i miss certain things.
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oh new found love
for mangoes and wolfies.
(no julie no)
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exam is here...
no more slacking.
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i enjoy carol chan crazy ppt lessons,
i love ms tang sour nonsense remedial.
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i wanna sleep like a pig.
and force myself to wake up again.
trying to rush to school...
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-things u dislike about urself
look, skinny-nest, hair, shortnest, slowness
-things u like about school
teachers, remedials, lessons, friends, recess, lunch
-things u dislike in school
teachers, lessons, friends, waking up early, getting home late
-things worth thinking about
sleep,mango tea, wolfies,what to do during holidays, pahang
-things not worth thinking about
some people, dumbness at maths, exams
-things u want to do now
sleep, eat, play, shit
-things u would not want to do now
go to school
-stuff u dont wanna hear now
pilatus bar 97 , i hate yous
-memories worth remembering
happy stuff
-memories not worth remembering
unhappy stuff
-colours i wanna see
orange
-colours i dont wanna see
purple yellow
-things worth looking forward to
my life in MJC, sleep, sfw, esplanade, getting all my scores, uranium radiation
-things not worth looking forward to
going to school late again, waking up, exams
-words u wanna say
i want mango tea and mango yougurt, yay i got 8 A1
-words u dont
i am broke, i am sad, i failed

one long post.
in true primary school fashion
ORH HOR!!!
i tell teacher!!!
do i?

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