marionette talk

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

the question now is:
where is thy school badge?

OLVL result 24th jan.
its a 100% confirm thing alrdy.
ahhh its damn scary.
but i cant do anything abt it right.
cause nth i do can change the results now.
but HOPEFULLY,
i ve done well enough.

L1R5 below or equal to 15
L1R2B2 single digit
*fingers crossed*

plus with the sec 4s staring at us getting our results.
arghhhh.
hope i will be in the mood for celebrations!
i better be.

and abt where to go...
i think i will most prob go to poly
even IF i get singledigit for L1R5.
yea cause going to a jc means
studying full time.
i am not the consistently studying, memorising kind.
and it wouldnt benefit me if i go to a jc.
cause my chances of doing well in the Alvls
is seriously not very high.
unless of course i study everyday.
and extra hard.
which is like torturing myself!!

so if i get into the course i like at TP
then i would do my best and if all turn out well
i can go to a university! :D
if not i can either futher my studies later or get a job.

plus my parents are very supportive of me going to poly.
cause they know i am not the studysmartstudyhard kind.
BUT theres still a 1% chance i might go JC =X

ok i should hurry and get a PROPER job.
hopefully zara!! if not i go find hotel jobs!
earn money( yes i am $$ faced) and stock up supplies for poly!

and have decided to QUIT venture era.
(mostly cause zam confirm quiting alrdy)

shit company. makes me stress only.
but i would have stayed if zam didnt quit.
and try to clinge the first deal
to get the first pay check.
but...
ya. my parents are supportive of me quitting
esp my mother! hah
cause VE is not a proper job.
its like sales. no deals no commision.
the only thing now is how to tell them...

yesterday we just didnt go for work
although we were like 2 roads and a few blocks away...
even though the recruitment ppl ( liwei,tammie,salmah) came.
zam lied to dom that they didnt turn up.
and we all just left for bedok to eat.

sherwin and jeremy ask us to go down for work today
i just told them that i am not free
when i am actually slacking at home...
hah. still dunno how to put the msg across!!

sheesh. i better find a job soon!
earn money. cause i am quite very broke.
realised i have been spending my own $$ nowadays.
cause nv get allowance from mother!!
plus with the adult fare!!! GRRRR!!
and i haven been shopping!!
just sucks!

but first...
finding the school badge.

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